Hello, in 1989 I met a woman heavily involved with the occult. We became friends, little more than associates really. Since meeting this woman I have been plauged by spiritual.attacks. These attacks come as mental images, terrible feelings, nightmares even thoughts (like voices) saying terrible things, suggestions to watch particular horror movies or read particular books by authers I've never heard of. One voice out of the two clains to be this woman I knew years ago, I don't interact other thsn quoting scrupture and rebuking in Jesus name. There's also voices/thoughts that condemn Yeshua and accuse my faith as a lie. They're usually without any warning and there's no discernable pattern. Now I could put this down to a number of things like psychosis or simply fear if what I hear hadn't have been proven by me noting these these things being said like book author's and a words in a foriegn language which I have since found out is spanish/mexican. I have been to a deliverance ministry called Ellel in England, althoufh this worked for a while the problem has returned. I have a great Wife and Daughter, we have good Church and a good support network. I have told my Pastor, he suggested I ignore it and focus on God, this is great advice however I cannot control my dreams althoufh I ha e some control over my thought life. I read scripture, engauge in a bible study and connect group and fellowship helps but in my quiet times, the time I spend alone it returns. It may sound trivial but it's worse than I can really verbalise it's affect on me.
I'm dinding things difficult to deal with and need help.