About two years ago I heard instruction from the Holy Spirit, and I disobeyed His voice in sin and I felt the presence of God depart from within me. Since then I’ve had a few occasions where I have temporarily felt God’s presence and have sought the Lord, but do not feel redeemed, forgiven, filled or restored. I’ve had a hard time opening up about this serious sin and am seeking prayer to be forgiven and filled again with the Holy Spirit. I know every scripture that warns so greatly about my sin, yet I believe there is hope for me to be forgiven, redeemed, restored, filled, and used by God with a new heart and obedience. Please pray for me, thank you and may God bless you.