Abba Father, I don't even know where to begin this prayer. My marriage is falling apart. He does not truly care or love me anymore. I have not judged him, nor treated him with disrespect, yet that is all I get continually.
I have an eating disorder where I binge eat and then purge because I don't know how to solve my marriage problem.
Please God, lead me to the right church where I can get the proper counsel and help for my marriage.
He continually criticizes and correct me constantly. I have loved him unconditionally through all his alcohol years.
I know that I was not the cause for that, because I was not an angry, critical wife. I always covered him with forgiveness, and grace, but now he is turning on me, and criticizing me for everything I do wrong.
I am broken, he brought me to tears today, and I need your help with this problem.
Please guide me where to get counsel and help. In Jesus name. Amen.