Lord Jesus you know how i feel right at this very moment. You can see me and you can feel what I feel. You know what i am thinking and what I want say but i dont know how. You already know what I want to ask but i dont know if its even worth to ask. Lord why do you not answer my prayers? Lord all i am asking of you is for a chance to be with Vumile. To love him to care for him. Lord that all i ever wanted. Please Lord dont take Vumi away from me. I plead with you give me a chance to be with Vumile. To come home yo him. To wake up next to him. To build a life with him.