I am a 55 year old Christian just leaving pornography and I have had a difficult time renewing my mind. Somehow thought I see in my head become somewhat defiled in my think. I pray that many people will pray for me for a pure heart so I can live in pease. About a week ago I gave up thinking I couldn't but God told me to ask many people to pray for me continually Ia committment to pray often and even daily that he will do that. In addition I pray that God would show that light is better than darkness. I pray also for blessings and deepening desire to get to know God more intimately. I have many other issues but clean thought is what I pray for the most and that it would get defiled and never give up. Also I struggle with alot of and I'd like it broken.