Please pray for me. I have to get this out of my soul. I saw a woman who bullied me with a long vest just like the one I was wearing the day her and her pastor came down the stairs. I still think she is bitter and is fighting against me after so many years. She was the one who opened a door on my computer when I was struggling with panic attacks and anxiety. I typed thoughts and she would underline her thought. She told me she went through a divorce from her husband. I was not even asking her questions. O believe she was in a relationship with her Pastor. As stupid and crazy mentally as I was then, coming out of a cult then I had a nervous breakdown on the mission field, so I was a very broken hurt women. I asked her if she was going to marry the Pastor and she said yes. I was out of my mind. I should not have responded to the open door to communicate with her. God, I am so sorry for my participation in that and her Pastor/husband will never forgive me for that and she won't either. They are still bitter against me. I was not even in my right mind at that time. Please pray that they will release me with forgiveness and let it all go. I cannot continue to go through this anymore. I have forgiven the Pastor and her and I pray that they will release any bitter and angry thoughts towards me. I was broken then but not anymore because Jesus healed my mind. Please Pray that both of them will as christians forgive and forget. I have forgiven them. I have moved on and I am attending another church. I feel happy there and looking forward to volunteering in one of the ministry opportunities. Abba, Father would you please speak to them to stop being angry at me.